you're the sizzle in my pop bang fizzle.

Le Luce
I dream
To recall and lose all

This reality is quite awful when i step back and see it
To think
That no thing will satisfy my questions
not even the answers

I've had them all
And I think I'm bored really.

I've had it with the pretended speech in
utter silence
and with the screaming of thoughts



So many subjects to keep me in anger
A host of qualms as my acquaintances
The list is growing

The tree is burning
A line is blurring.



My knowledge is better off dead

I'm no… Continue

there is nothing of him that my imagination can't have.
and.
there is nothing of him that my reality can posess.
again and again i am fightin something that is restless and tired
inside my own desire.

My secrets are so damning.
My countenance betrays my show of mere friendship
My tongue clings to my ear drum-clings to the sound of his voice-clings to his self-
which in imaginative theory is mine.

And so for the space of a phone conversation
I am "no longer single"
and if these fr… Continue

in love
there is torture.
there is conversation, emission, reverberration.
and in the space between my impulse to strike and the key,
i find an oppertunity to be honest to be vulnerable.
so i begin. when i sit at the piano
i feel my soul unravel
and although i don't play well
imperfected keystrokes
bespoke the real me when i'm with you.(the sound)

My sounds are loud wheels of thought agitating runway gravel.
my sentiments have gotten away. taken to flight.
my heart protests of love un-had, and… Continue

...and everything you can't "stomach" will resurface.

there is something to be said about the body's inate ability to govern its functions
outside of concious instruction.

there is also something to be said about force feeding. i say this because we are enundated day in and out on so many levels. sometimes i think we are unaware of how much (information?) we are taking in (i.e. sound.taste.touch.smell.sight.) numbing is what happens and it leads to dumbing in some r… Continue

the ignorance of the knowledge of...
leads to the destruction of...
resulting in....
places that are full of
and people that are sick of....
when he is talking about this thing
it's never what it seems
cause seemings and surfaces
are just as alter-able as perception and point of view.
so maybe the knowledge of is not as great as the ignorance of
or the safety of
due to the lack of
responsibility,as it corresponds to information. (ppl.places.times.events.)

the coming in or going out
going in or… Continue